Intimacy

Its an act of submission not of love, not even of lust anymore.
I don't crave it or even dream of it anymore.
I avoid it, stall and make up excuses of not wanting it anymore.
Heavy breathing, body shakes, and moans are just physical and not of emotions anymore.
Afterwards there's no bond or feeling of contentment anymore.
I think I would be fine without doing it anymore....
But I can't because unfortunately that's all I have to offer anymore.

There Is No Color Of The Soul

His eyes are unlike mine but the tied that binds us is truly visible. We've walked in different shoes but our walk together will determine the strength of our love. Often questioned, mocked and stared down, we have overcome our challenges as one. Our hearts mirrored together, not being phased by our reflections, seeing eachother's heart as we are blinded only by the color of love. Never waiting for acceptance but expecting respect to influence others to look within the colorless soul to find true love.

There Is No Color Of The Soul

His eyes are unlike mine but the tied that binds us is truly visible. We've walked in different shoes but our walk together will determine the strength of our love. Often questioned, mocked and stared down, we have overcome our challenges as one. Our hearts mirrored together, not being phased by our reflections, seeing eachother's heart as we are blinded only by the color of love. Never waiting for acceptance but expecting respect to influence others to look within the colorless soul to find true love.

Here or There

I left because I didn't want to be here. I came back because I didn't know where to be. Its safe here, no worries from what's out there. Always longing to be here when out there but not complete when here. Now looking back and forth from here to there, contemplating where to go next...or must I choose?

No Good For You

Don't let me distract you, because I will. My worries will become yours and you won't be the same. You will loose yourself in your noble efforts. Your head will tell you we are right but your heart will tell you different. Don't be afraid of what others will think, you have a right to your happiness. I won't hate you, I want to protect you. Don't trade your happiness for what you think is love.

Use Me...

Use my smile as your joy
Use my failures as your challenges
Use my tears as your wisdom
Use my laughter as your music
Use my sighs as your encouragement
Use my heart as your trophy
Use my stumbles as your steps
Use my legacy as your guide